my krew

my krew

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Life as MOM



Today i went to the ymca for the first time. I accidently brought my kids into the wrong locker room for like one second.. I have this women yelling at me to get out.. that could not be in there.. I tried to explain to her i was sorry and that i just had to grab a bag that we were leaving. She continued to yell at me about how i was so wrong. . ?? Really it was my first time there is it really do you have to yell at me. I was in there for less than a min.. I left crying wishing i hadnt joined the Y.
I dont understand why people are so mean. I just smiled said sorry grabed my bag and left ..
Now i have a sick little one ( its only the first full week of school) and hes trying to sleep and the others are fighting over everything.. Really im not sure how much more i can take some days.. Then my husband calls and he wants to just talk? Really im at home with kids that are screaming im Not doing anything ,but breaking up fights and catching puke.. Like he thinks i have something im hiding.. Really i have 6 kids to deal with the last thing i want to do is answer 20 questions about what im doing.
Dinner is always so much fun they never want what i cook ..Granpa just came and picked up a couple of the not sick kids.. Tomorrow i dont have to worry about getting anyone to school. THey always love grama and grapas so much. They will hopefully all stay well.. We think its just allergies,but the school doesnt want him tomorrow poor little guy.. Its just so hard on him.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.. Starting as a freelance makeup artist.. Went to kandee Johnson's Glaminar.. It was amazing what a great thing she is doing for women everywhere.. She is so so sweet.. It really was a life chaning day. I am trying hard to follow my dreams and not get discouraged.. I love doing makeup and making everyonw feel pretty .. I just want to give everyone eyebrow make overs and make everyone pretty.. Im always looking and thinking hummm i could just do that one little thing... and wow it would so help. I guess im just built that way.. There is beauty in everyone sometimes they just need to be shown what works best.. Just remember if you dont have anything nice to say dont.. Always speak kind words to others.. they might be having a bad day and just need to know that there are a few nice people left out there.
I always try hard to be kind and make others feel better.. Pay someone a compliment it might make their day!!! God Bless have a FANTASTIC DAY!